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August 28, 2007

Princeton Research

Filed under: 往事如风 — Fei @ 12:11 am

At a second thought… I have to say something fair for me… I did write a lot of things in the past years… How could a Ph.D. graduate without a paper? And actually I really like my papers… out of the four papers I wrote… I like three of them… and the other paper is really junk… I wouldn’t publish it except that my boss pushed me really hard… considering double counting… I have eight papers in total for my five years at Princeton… not really exciting.. but not bad either… and my last paper’s going to be published this Nov… then I will be finally done with my boss…

And…. did I mention I didn’t do much research… just enjoyed my life at Princeton all those five years? that’s actually the most exciting thing…. but my boss will be really mad at me if he hears it… still… I published several high-quality papers… at least I’m happy with them myself…

The first paper was a ground breaking one… thanks to my boss to select such a good topic… I was the one of the first few working on custom instruction synthesis for embedded processors… and it is a really very hot topic now… the good news is… all the papers later on have to cite my paper…. haha… now it has been cited a lot of times already… I just reviewed a paper for ASPDAC… cited my papers (happy)… but the their paper was poorly written… have to be sorry la… will review two more papers from VLSI design… haven’t read the papers though… but they both cited my paper… feel happy again already…

However, only my first paper was cited "reasonable" times… the rest of my papers were poorly cited… I just feel that my research was soooo advanced that no other group is working in the same area…. maybe I still need to wait for a few years before I can see some group working on similar things… I’m quite optimistic on that… my latter research was based on my first project… since all other groups are now still focusing on my first project… which I did six years ago… when they exhaust all the little things on custom instruction synthesis alone… they will sure move to custom instruction and coprocessor and MPSoC synthesis… that’s the direction… isn’t it?

Well… I have to praise my boss… he was soo good at technology direction… and did research far before other groups… and especially the way he modified my papers.. //grin… he made comments on my hard-copy drafts only on my first paper… at that time, his red comments almost filled all the blank spaces of the paper… and I had to incorporate all the changes to the latex files myself….:( then he would give me another round of comments… well… that was the only time I needed to do that… since my second paper… my boss just asked for my latex files and modified directly…. and that made my life really easy… but it made me wonder whether he thought my writing was really Bu4 Ke3 Jiu4 Yao4 le…

The same thing is true for my dissertation!!! haha… I didn’t even take a serious look after my boss’s modifications… still… frankly… I spent a lot of time and effort to make my dissertation perfect… it was really MY work… it was MY research at Princeton… and I had to be responsible for my self… I wrote three pages of acknowledgment alone… coz I have soooo many people to thank for…. but even now… when I open my dissertation… I can still find something imperfect…. which make me pretty regret sometimes…

However, it did not always make me happy… I felt quite disappointed about my bosses for the book chapter I wrote based on my research… I finished it on Nov. 2005… just a month after my defense… and my bosses did not even look at it till the Feb. 2007… more than ONE year later!!! At that time… the editors were really mad at us…. damn… At that time my account at Princeton was deleted, and they could not find my original drafts… damn again… after finally the OIT people restored my files… my bosses did not even pay any serious edits and finished it in two days! What made me really disappoint is that they did not even send me a copy after the book was published… it’s $129… will cost me a fortune to get my book…. 🙁

Now, my Princeton research has concluded… and my new research is about to begin… after two years of adjusting.. and wondering… it is time for me to do something interesting… and innovating… I’m planning to write a paper on my project at Tensilica… and exploring what to do for the next major release… thank god… I finally can think about something interesting… I’m really tired of the slow pace of the company… and the tedious repeated work without any result… btw… did I tell you my current job is closely related to my research at Princeton! that’s a plus!

fingers crossed… for the future…

August 27, 2007

征mm

Filed under: Freestyle — Fei @ 11:09 pm

昨天saying发给我一个link，问我认识不认识这个人。我一看。。。是一个征mm的帖子。oops。。。老乡，又是同一年的。。suppose应该认识。那年我们那儿去清华的也没几个人。。。可看看介绍，wow，国内知名推理悬疑作家，已出版了三部小说，一部电影。。。我突然有点迷惑，清华有学文的吗？我可不认识有清华学文的人。。。再看看照片，怎么也想不起这号人来。。。我又想起前几次和老同学聚会，翻了翻以前的照片，我老是问，这人是谁，那人是谁。。。也许我记性真的变差了？。。。只好老老实实告诉saying我不认识。

saying还不相信。。。其实我也不相信。。。这几率也就三选一。怎么我就看不出他是三人中的谁呢？幸好saying又给了我他的名字。。。well，他的形象立刻就出现在我的脑子里了。。。看来还是名字管用，尽管是对我这个向来不记名字的人来说。。。哈哈。。。

果然和以前长的大不一样。。。比以前壮实了（也就我还象以前那么瘦弱Sad），看上去很成熟。。。比以前帅了。。。最主要的是，他以前的酒瓶底不见了，不知道是戴了隐形还是用了激光。。。他的这个作家头衔很有迷惑性。。。我以前可不知道他会写文章。。。看来真是很久不联系了。。。我就是不善于远程联系。。。Sad

well。。。他现在可是大作家了。。。事业有成。。。还和一个侵权的电影剧组打官司。。。现在也就我还什么都不是。。郁闷中。。。写的文章也还是这样上句不通下句不顺的。。。想以前语文本来就是我最差的学科。。。虽然很喜欢。。。又花了最多的时间学。。可就是没长进。。。Crying

Anyway。。。没想到他现在还没找到心仪的mm。。。我也不想现在唐突地发封信问候一下。。。就在这儿 bless him ba….

August 25, 2007

Fortune cookie of the day…

Filed under: Freestyle — Fei @ 8:22 pm

After having dinner in a restaurant today… I picked up a fortune cookie…  "Instead of worrying and agonizing, move ahead constructively"… that’s what I should do…

en… that’s what I should do now…

August 14, 2007

流星雨

Filed under: 往事如风 — Fei @ 11:11 pm

一年一度的仙女座流星雨又来了，这次正好是周末，又是新月。真是观看流星的好时光。。。于是就和一对couple朋友开车进山，想第一次看一看流星是啥样。

其实之前我也算看到过一次流星。那是三年前的夏天在death valley露营的时候。只是那时候温度极高，达到110度。周围的山峰呈现暗红色，显得有些恐怖。大家都没心思看星星。我偶尔抬头看看天，就看见一道一道的光从天空中闪过。不过也只有我看到流星，别人还嘲笑我。。。现在想来，那些流星可能也是仙女座的。。。因为那时也是八月初。。。

不过这次是专门去看流星的。我们开到一个大湖的旁边。当时讨论是否去一个很偏僻一盏灯没有的地方，那是看流星最好的地方了。可这种想法想想都觉得可怕，如果遇到老虎狮子什么的也就算了，最怕就是遇到熊了。于是我们就到了一个有一些灯，偶尔有车开过的地方。。。我们在那儿反复换了好几个地点。又不想灯太亮，又不想灯不亮（真是麻烦）。最后车就停在湖边的一个停车场内。。。我突然想看看晚上的湖是啥样的，便怂恿那对朋友一起去。刚走到湖边，就看见湖黑黑的，一点也不反光，像个黑洞，觉得不太对头。。。就不由自主的往回退。等过一会我想再看看清楚，那对朋友怎么也不肯去了。。。只好作罢。

看流星首先要看星星。抬头一看，wow，天上星星真多。中间那银河非常明显，在天空正中划了一条带子。可以说，这是我看到星星第二多的一次。这最多的一次还是我在上大学军训时。。。记得那天晚上刚下过一场暴雨，天上一点云都没有，灰尘都被洗去，空气散发出泥土的清香。晚上九点钟熄灯，suppose是睡觉的时候。可那时又怎么睡得着，于是就和几个人偷偷跑出来，躺在军营后自种田的田埂上，抬头看星星。那是第一次看见如此如此之多的星星。早已习惯了天上黑黑的一片，突然发现星星可以如此之多。看得我心里直发毛，真是越看越害怕。特别是所有的星星都集中在南半天球，北边硕大的空间只有寥寥几颗星。再熟悉不过的北斗勺子躺在北边地平线上，占据了整个北面天空，和南面群星密集的银河呈现鲜明的对比。看着北斗七星，想着以前看的武侠小说和动画片，又不由得害怕起来。可这次的北斗七星远没有上次看到的那么大，蜷缩在西北角，让银河占据了整个从北到南的天空。可能因为第一次的视觉冲击太强烈了，我怎么也不觉得这次的星星有上次的多，也许以后也不会有了。。。

我们于是站在车旁，抬着头找流星。正当我们找得脖子发酸，灰心丧气的时候，我和一位朋友同时看到一颗很亮的流星，从北向南，顺着银河划过。我们立刻激动地叫了起来。朋友的丈夫没看见，吓了一跳，还以为我们看见熊了。。。这下气氛又热烈起来，大家又四面八方的找流星。。。可天气实在太冷。。。不一会我们都受不了了，躲到车内，看着窗外一小片天空。。。这种方法真是没有前途。。。瞪了半天，啥也没找着。。我又耐不住了，提议出去。。。幸好是有备而来，我把睡袋铺在车旁边的地上，三人睡下后又盖了一个睡袋。。。这下只露出三个头，正好对着天，可以舒舒服服地看流星了。。。

天上流星还真不少，不时就划过一两颗。。。每看到一颗，我们就尖叫一声。如果有人没看到，其他人就讲述看到的方位，方向，长短。。。以一种很得意的语调。。。那没看到的人就显得很懊恼。。。hoho。。。早就知道一个传说，就是看到流星的时候可以许个愿，如果许完愿流星还没有消失，那愿望就会实现。。。可这时又派不上用场。流星从看见到消失才区区0.1秒。。。反应都来不及，更别说许愿了。。。所以我只好wow，ya，wa，oh地乱叫。。。许愿的事就放在脑后了。。。看来那愿望是实现不了了。。。

我们睡的停车场有时还有车开过，车来的时候车头灯一闪。。。天上的星星顿时暗了下去，除了几颗零等星，其他的星星都被车灯压了下去。。。车走后天空顿时又明亮起来。。。这样车来车去我们都习惯了。。。专心看流星。。。突然，我们仨全都猛地坐起来，一阵狂叫。。。不是我们看到一颗特大的流星。。。而是有一辆车在我们旁边停了下来，准备开进我们睡的那个车位。。。把我们吓了一大跳。。。我估计那开车的也吓了一跳，突然从地上冒出三人来。。。只见他迅速倒车，停到离我们几个车位的地方。。。上帝保佑，幸好他踩的是刹车，不是油门。。。等车走后，我们又躺下，照看不误。。。

这样我们就看了一个多钟头。。。总共看到三十多颗流星。。。当时有点想看一晚上，又怕看着看着睡着了。。。然后又有车开进来。。那可不是好玩的。。想来想去，还是决定回去。。。我们就恋恋不舍地慢慢开回去了。。。

我知道在我熟睡的时候，又有无数的流星划过天空，陨灭了。。。结束了它们短暂而灿烂的一生。。。无常的流星如此，其他事又何尝不是如此呢？

August 8, 2007

一次唱歌

Filed under: 往事如风 — Fei @ 11:54 pm

说到音乐，我又由不得的想起以前一次唱歌。前一段时间整理以前普林斯顿的文件，发现那次唱歌的伴奏音乐和试唱时录的歌，本身就已经很感慨了。这次又听了Vienna Teng的歌，不得不说几句。

那已经是好几年前的事了。当时在准备春节晚会，里面有一个节目是对唱。一位很喜欢唱歌的女生要找一位搭档，不知怎么的就推荐到我头上来了。当时正好是梁主席当值，他的事我当然要出头啦，所以就答应了。我那时还有点窃喜，一直以来想唱一首很难的歌，总是找不到合适的人。。。现在有人送上门来了。。。//grin…所以我就和她谈条件啦，要唱某某歌。她一听，没听说过，不过还是很爽快地答应学。其实那首歌我也不会唱，只不过看起来挺难的，就向难度冲锋了。

看来那几天她日子挺不好过的，整天听那首歌。不过我的日子也不好过，找不到伴奏的MP3，连卡拉OK都没有，这怎么办呀。当时她还动摇了一下，考虑唱别的什么歌，不过都给我打回去了。。。最后工夫不负有心人，星期四终于从国内某个网站下载成功。。。一听，这是那首歌吗？怎么听怎么不像。给她一听，她斩钉截铁的说，是。这下我可慌了，自己要唱的，反而不会唱。遭她的白眼自不用说了。不过她还是个挺好的人，把她那部分唱好录下来，让我唱男声部分。这也可见她对唱歌的热衷程度。

星期五晚上我们第一次合练。自然又遭她数落一番啦，这个地方抢拍，那个地方走调。。。我怎么都听不出来？怎么真正唱歌和跟唱一点都不一样呢？看来我是遇到一位专业选手了。。。那晚上可真是唱了无数遍，还录下来听。甚至还想过假唱，播录下来的录音。不过录的效果都不好，只好作罢。那也是没办法的，第二天就要上台了，不练怎行？晚上我睡觉时耳朵里还塞着耳机，听了一晚上。

星期六自然也练了一白天。在她的教导下，我也对音乐有点感觉了。最后也能听出节拍，啥时唱什么了（有点夸张）。然后就准备服饰了，我对这东西一向没什么感觉。她问我穿什么，我就说穿blablabla。。她瞪着眼睛对我说，就穿这个呀。。。我当时没有反应过来，还说，春节穿红色挺好的。她也就没说什么了。到了晚上，我一看她穿的那个正式呀，就觉得我穿的不太配。不过那时已经没有办法，只好硬着头皮上了。。。其实我还是挺好说话的，只要她当时告诉我穿什么，我还是会穿的。。。

真正唱的时候发现自己表现挺好。歌的上下段中间有很长的一段伴奏，平时我在下段切入的时候总是拿捏不准。。。但真正唱的时候发现很容易就找到起唱的那个note。以前紧张的那些地方都被我注意到了。唱后的回馈也还不错。。。唯一遗憾的是到现在也没有看到录像，所以也一直没有从观众的角度看自己唱的样子。。。

从那以后，我总觉得自己有点对不起那位请我唱歌的朋友。。。提了那么多要求，又制造了那么多麻烦。。。我现在还记得，那时我告诉她要穿什么衣服时她失望的样子。。之后很久都感觉她有点怒我。。。不过我也知道没有这一回事啦。。。就我在瞎想。。。很久没联系了，那时整理文件的时候就聊了几句。知道她最近也要毕业了。。回国。。不由得又感慨一番。。。

自从那次唱歌后，有一点我是很肯定的了。。。那就是。。。再也不吹自己唱歌了。。。

August 7, 2007

Vienna Teng

Filed under: Freestyle — Fei @ 11:25 pm

I did not expect to listen to Vienna Teng’s concert again today… but it just came true… Thanks for the Palo Alto county… The songs were sooo beautiful… just the same as the album I have, “waking hour”. I had a copy in my car and I listen to it once a while… it’s quite a feeling… and I keep the original copy somewhere in my album collection… It may be my only album that has the singer and song writer’s signature…

I first heard about Vienna Teng’s song at Princeton… in person… A friend invited Vienna to give a concert at Cafe Vivian as a CSA event… I liked her song immediately… I didn’t really care about the voice… because the mixer, amplifier could turn anyone’s voice into a golden voice… but the note, the pitch, the music, and the story were all perfect… an hour’s concert was just too short… It’s hard to follow up the lyrics though… I just came to the states not long before… so it was not quite surprising… but Paula, the director of international center, also told me the same thing… I also really admired my friend… a freshman… could organize such an event… alone… what a person… I could not or dared not to do that when I was a freshman… maybe I can do it now… but it’s still a question mark…

Vienna is an interesting person… she graduated from Stanford in computer science… followed her father’s advice… but later she found out what she really liked was writing songs and singing songs… so she finally gave up all her knowledge on computer science and started her new career… a brave girl…

Back to now… I bought Vienna’s second and third album after the concert, and managed to get her signature again…. but I felt a bit disappointed… the songs, except a few, were not nearly as good as the first album… maybe I could sense something in the concert… most of her songs she sang today were from the first album… obviously, she changed her style… maybe because she no longer has the feeling she had five years ago… maybe because I cannot apprehend her feeling now… it’s indeed hard to write songs… requiring a lot of intuition… she’s no longer a little girl… must have experienced a lot… as I could see from her tattoo around the neck… she could sing the old songs the same as before… but no more new exciting songs… I just feel like her five years ago more…

Anyway… bless Vienna Teng.. a Chinese folk singer that loves music…

by the way… it is freaking cold today… I realized it immediately I arrived at the park.. everyone’s wearing jacket or blanket… I only wore a T-shirt… so I was trembling all through the concert… 🙁 can’t believe the weather is like this… last year I experienced the hottest summer in history… and immediately.. this year is the coldest year in history… damn…

July 25, 2007

Princeton Art Museum and its Collection “Ritual to Pray for Good Harvest”

Filed under: Toast Master — Tags: — Fei @ 8:32 pm

Disclaimer: This speech is solely for the fun of toast master international speech. The stories may not be historically accurate, nor is impartial. Please listen with discretion.

Thanks Mr. Toast Master. Fellow Toast Masters, and honored guests. Do you know if you have a bank of America card, you could go to any museum for free last May? Heh? Sorry, it’s too late now… I, actually took advantage of that and went to San Francisco MOMA and de Young…Want to know how I felt? Disappointment. Don’t make me wrong. It has nothing to do with the museums. Those museums are fine museums. They have fairly good art works. The problem is, of course, always me. I visited museums in the wrong order. You know I came from greater New York City area and they have the finest museums in the world: Metropolitan, natural history, NY MOMA. Basically I need to reverse the sequence of museums to visit. I should visit San Francisco museums first, and NY museums later.
But today I’m not going to talk about NY museums. I want to talk about Princeton art museum. It is a nice little museum, even in the middle of all NY museums. Of course its collections cannot be compared with Metropolitan, but to me, they are at least at the same level as de Young. Princeton art museum resides in the middle of Princeton campus. It has no admission fee, very important. The museum is free to the students, to the faculty, and to the public… it is much better than the small museum in Cambridge, where you have to pay like five dollars to get in… and I don’t even know what’s inside…

Because I’m Chinese, I’m especially interested in Chinese collections. Today, I want to describe to you my favourite collection. It is the calligraphy from Wang Xizhi. Wang lived in Dong Jin dynasty, which is about 300 AD, 1700 years ago. Wang is considered the greatest calligrapher of all times in China. He transformed writing from merely a means of recording words to a piece of art. From the way he wrote the characters, you can feel his emotions, feel his personality. The specific collection, as you can see at your hand, is the first half of a personal letter, only fifteen characters. It is called “Ritual to Pray for Good Harvest”. What do you feel from the characters? exciting? happy? sorrow? or bitter? well, if you are like me, an ordinary person… you don’t really know… I don’t know a thing about calligraphy… I don’t even know whether it’s good or not… hmm… that’s not exactly true, I can tell if it’s really really bad… but I cannot tell better from good… However, if everyone else says it’s good, it’s got to be good. That is actually how Wang Xizhi became the greatest calligrapher.

Ritual in Goog Harvest

Ritual to Pray for Good Harvest

I… have to confess, I actually just lied to you. Have you noticed that? The Princeton collection is not a real letter by Wang Xizhi. It’s a fake one, but it’s a very early fake one. It was faked in the 7th century, only three hundred years after Wang’s era. The way they fake it, is to put a piece of paper on the supposedly authentic Wang’s letter, and trace the exact way Wang wrote the characters. We call it, a tracing copy. I assure you, even though it is fake, it is very precious. That is only because no authentic Wang’s calligraphy exists in the world today. And there’s a story behind it. Remember I told you that Wang is the greatest calligrapher because everyone else says so? right? From 4th century to 7th century, lots of people did see Wang’s authentic calligraphy, and they highly value that. They would spend a lot of money just to get a real piece of Wang’s handwriting. At the end of 7th century, the emperor of China became so interested in Wang’s calligraphy, that he ordered everyone in the country to hand in Wang’s work, otherwise he would be beheaded. So, he became the only person that had the entire collection. When he died, he did one step further. He put every single piece in his tomb, so he could enjoy it in the underworld. After that… nobody … has ever seen a real piece of Wang’s calligraphy. But everybody heard from their predecessors that Wang was the greatest calligrapher, so he is… As a side effect, the fake ones became precious.

So, you see.. when you see a museum collection, if you don’t know the history, don’t know the stories behind it.. it is just an ordinary collection. You will get a lot more, if you spend a little bit of time, do some research. And your museum visiting experience will be much more exciting.

My first Princeton art museum visit was in an activity hosted by the art museum. Its central theme was this letter by Wang Xizhi. A guide described all the background information about this letter, pretty much like what I just told you. After that, we had a reception INSIDE the museum. A small Chinese musical group played some ancient Chinese instruments inside the main room. Think about it, you can listen to the beautiful music, enjoy the wonderful collections around you, and taste the high quality finger food. And remember, everything… is… absolutely… FREE…. Can you find any other museum in the world do the same thing?

Trust me, Princeton art museum is very unique. If you go to Princeton, don’t forget to go to the art museum. And don’t forget to see this calligraphy: “Ritual to Pray for Good Harvest”.

Mr. Toast Master…

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Time: 6 minutes 27 seconds
Date: 07/25/2007

July 23, 2007

Is it edible?

Filed under: Freestyle — Fei @ 11:09 pm

Just read a news from mercury news… giant squid invading monterey bay… wow… that’s quite something…. it’s definitely global warming effect… the giant squid… usually found around equator… appear here? in the freezing (or used to be freezing) water from Alaska? well, the bad news is… can’t really dive in the sea…. those 7-foot, 100 pound squids are waiting for their dinner… :(… but the water is still too cold for me… so I don’t really care… the question now is… is it edible? I love seafood… I always dream of having a grilled whole something from the sea… just like the grilled whole lamb in the inner Mongolia…. and now.. we can have grilled whole squid? sounds really tasty… 😉

In another sense, putting aside the dirty politics… global warming is not a totally bad thing… we only need to change our diet… squid is really tasty… so… we can reduce the food chain… eat less pork, beef, lamb… those stupid mammals will soon be extinct anyway… we just need to eat more primitive stuff… like squid..? or even blue-green algae… heard astronauts need to eat them in the space… and we do find a lot more of them these days… it overwhelmed all major lakes in China… hmm.. it is actually a lot more humane… coz we don’t feel like killing something… if we can live with that… global warming is a piece of cake… or not a problem at all…

haha… can’t wait to jump into the warm… body temperature… water from Alaska… in a few years… and BBQ grilled giant squid… having blue-green algae as salad soup…;) those poor people in the east coast have to be away from the boiling water from the south… who said west coast is not good? thank God I’m in the best place… in a few years…

//grin…

July 5, 2007

Speech Topics

Filed under: Toast Master — Fei @ 9:08 pm

I was quite worried about my toast master speeches… worrying about the speech topics… but today, I suddenly realized I could easily find a lot to talk about… and they could form a series… the topic is… Princeton…

I have a lot to say about Princeton.. originally I only thought about three speeches:
Princeton, a historical perspective…
Princeton University, a historical perspective…
and Princeton University, my perspective…

soon I realized I could not stuff soo many things in the three speeches… so I will add two more…
Princeton University, residentional colleges and eating clubs….
Princeton Unversity, reunion and commencement…

And… if I still have more to say… which I don’t think likely… I could always add one more
Princeton University, some less known facts…

These… however, does not include my next speech… which is…
Princeton University Art Museum…

Okay.. I guess I will soon be done with my first 10 speeches…

write this to remind me the unfinished tasks… hope I will have the mood to finish them….

btw, read some materials about the university… didn’t know JFK was originally admitted at Princeton… only later he became sick and dropped out and then went to Harvard… hmm… sometimes history is determined by a small incident… butterfly effect…

AND… "House" was shot at Princeton! I watched it quite a bit but didn’t realize it a bit… and the hospital is Frist campus center? well… need to take a second look in the new season…

June 25, 2007

Lucky me… or really…

Filed under: Toast Master — Fei @ 11:51 pm

It seems that I was pretty lucky in the past months… at least in some aspects… The toastmaster club sometimes has a raffle prize at the end of the club meetings… and I was always the winner 😉 the first prize was a $5 cookie gift certificate… not quite interested… it’s still lying on my desk… the second prize was 1000 piece puzzle… maybe I will try it one day… box unopened… then in the third week… the prize was another little puzzle from Alaska… I was actually pretty interested in that… but was too embarrassed to leave others no chance… so I declined it and gave it to another lucky guy… well, then I skipped a few weeks… last week when I showed up again, I got a $10 gift certificate from coco’s… no idea what kind of restaurant it is… but doesn’t hurt to try it out…

considering we have about 15 names in the raffle… my chance of getting four consecutive wins is… one out of fifty thousand.. wow… maybe I should try mega six… hmm… maybe not… I knew and I know that I don’t have any of that kind of luck… plus.. I don’t really want to do gamble…

I just wish my luck can expand to other areas… like the area I really care about… fingers crossed…

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